L Y R I C S
8. Blue Escape
It’s 3pm,
And I’m still stuck
In my bed
And I hate it
It’s 3pm
My tongue tastes
Of medicine
My mind’s tainted
When will I wake up
When will I wake from this
Somnus kiss
When will I believe that I
Deserve this sober bliss
Who am I to blame you
Who am I to say
The pills that came to save you
Will wash the clouds away
Who am I to stop you
To seek the blue escape
Ill join you in the coffin
Of the wasted yesterdays
it’s 3pm
And i’m listenin
To the bends
Bored and jaded
Tt’s 3pm
Finally time to play pretend
That I’ll be ok
When will I wake up
When will I wake from this
Somnus kiss
When will I believe that I
Deserve this sober bliss
Who am I to blame you
Who am I to say
The pills that came to save you
Will wash the clouds away
Who am I to stop you
To seek the blue escape
Ill join you in the coffin
Of the wasted yesterdays
1. Amelia
You carved your name into my skin
cut it out
sewed it up
put it back in.
We danced on your parent’s balcony.
We don’t anymore and you’re dead to me.
Amelia
Amelia
I hate you
Amelia
I hate you
Frozen in the moment
from your bathroom floor
I felt like a corpse
God forgot what to do with me
He gave me away to her servantry
Amelia
Amelia
I hate you
Amelia
Amelia
I hate you
Hate what you made of me
what you made me into
Amelia
I hate you
I forget all your favorite lines
that you’d use
to excuse
touchin my thighs
I used to love every inch of them
with every part of me
now they’re a walking tragedy
Amelia
Amelia
I hate you
Amelia
Amelia
I hate you
Hate what you made of me
and the things you made me do
Amelia
I hate you
10. Take a Moment
Lie with me my friend
I’m losing all my senses again
The liquor tastes like promises and dread
With hints of bitter solitude and sex
But I’ll wait for something
That I knows not coming around
And I’ll wait for something
That i know can’t ever be found
and if i could forget
everything you said
i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath
and if i could forgive
everything you did
i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest
if i could forget
It’s sunrise again
The morning starts the cleans the moonlights mess
And I can feel my heart begin to beg
To let it have a second to rest
But we’ll wait for something
That we knows not coming around
And well wait for something
That we know can’t ever be found
and if i could forget
everything you said
i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath
and if i could forgive
everything you did
i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest
if i could forget
take a moment (x10)
and if i could forget
everything you said
i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath
and if i could forgive
everything you did
i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest
if i could forget
2. Hypoxia
Wasted an hour,
maybe two,
contemplating which important thing to do.
Open wide
half shut eyes.
Find I’m walking to wherever the feet I’m breaking take me
to a door.
All too familiar.
Walk right in
and let it shut
on you.
Poor you,
your lungs work fine
but somehow never breathe
when they’re supposed to.
Sometimes I hope they never do
again.
The big mistakes,
I’ll always make,
over again til the tell me they’re bored of
me.
I wish they would,
cause then i finally could
close up the coffin they always carry me in,
to a door.
All too familiar,
walk right in
and let it shut
on you.
Poor you.
Your lungs work fine
but somehow never breathe
when they’re supposed to.
Sometimes I hope they never do
again.
Oh I’ll bend,
and pretend
it’ll bring auspicious end.
But you’re drowning,
I loose my breath
and death becomes tempting again.
But there’s you,
poor you.
Your lungs work fine
but somehow never breathe
when they’re supposed to.
Sometimes I hope they never do
again.
9. Art of Detachment
held it all
right in my throat
i kept it there
until i choked
it’s hurting me
cough it up til i bleed it out
somethings changed,
feel it in the air
all your loves it’s
an empty prayer
Now it’s haunting me
it once taught me how to believe
and it’s beginning
to have me thinking
what has become of us
i wanna want you again
(i wanna want you again)
i want to feel it again
but all i do is let go
cause it only makes sense
hold me close
before i go
so i can take in
the smell of your clothes
and it’s haunting me
it once taught me to believe
it’s beginning
to have me thinking
what has become of us
i wanna want you again
(i wanna want you again)
i want to feel it again
but all i do is let go cause
it only makes sense
what has become of us
i wanna want you again
(i wanna want you again)
i want to feel it again
but all i do is let go cause
it only makes sense
3. Burn
stuck my tongue
down his throat
to give him cancer
and take control
now i’m a killer
and he’s a ghost
a cold November
went up in smoke
hold a fire to his head, watch it burn
i’m warm again
when the flame touches his skin
i’m one again
with the fire that’s within
when i’m empty
and in the dark
i’ll take a hero
tear it apart
if i’m the problem
there’s no remorse
i’m a weapon
start the war
hold a fire to his head, watch it burn
warm again
when the flame touches his skin
i’m one again
with the fire that’s within
4. 'Til Death
Wake up my love
It’s time to breathe
That urge inside of me
Lies deeper than you see
Give up
For death’s a quick release
The mercy of the queen
Is tomorrow’s guillotine
In the end I’ll always break your heart
i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark
cause you’re mine till death do us part
you left
the prison of your skin
you search for deadly sins
to taste a devil’s kiss
In the end I’ll always break your heart
i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark
cause you’re mine till death do us part
In the end I’ll always break your heart
i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark
cause you’re mine till death do us part
7. Look Again
I see you everywhere
in every lonely soul
that looks my way
i feel the silent stare
of the room we shared
the room that’s filled with rage
but you took the air I breathe
the love I grieve
too difficult to mend
you see the worst in me
i’m begging please
to look again
when the curtains falls
and the lights go dim
and the crowds they shout your name
will you hear my call
the bitter hymn
of the lovers sweet refrain
The morning come and go
But never seem to start
A brand new day
Tomorrow harms my head
For I’m condemned
With relentless rain
When the curtain falls and the light go dim
And the crowd they shout your name
Will you hear my call
The bitter hymn
Of the lovers sweet refrain
Why don’t you feel it comin’
I’ve got a sinkin’ feelin’
it started when you whispered you were
far from healing
why don’t you feel it coming
why don’t you feel
5. Just the Way
he was a bad boy
with a
strawberry face
such a short night
with a
long aftertaste
music
so loud
i won’t
hear what you’re saying
you want me
on my knees
but i don’t believe in praying
it’s just the way things are
you’ll never have my heart
and it’s stuck between a tenderness and a scar
I know I’ll let you down
it’s just the way things are
in a sky without stars
I can only love you in the dark
cause the world it took my light
but i’ll learn to be alright
he had a tall soul
and a ring to his name
but at a time when
it was too late
i had a good heart
but a scar across face
if he believed in love
i’m the one to blame
it’s just the way things are
you’ll never have my heart
and it’s stuck between a tenderness and a scar
I know I’ll let you down
it’s just the way things are
in a sky without stars
I can only love you in the dark
cause the world it took my light
but i’ll learn to be alright
6. Interlude
i wanna cling to your neck again
whisper i love you
make you forgive
i wanna hold you on my golden string
a constant reminder
i’m still your king
i died for you yet you wallow in fear
my glorious warmth
you wish i’d appear
drink all my blood and i’ll give you a glimpse
a life you’re not living
i’m still your king