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8. Blue Escape

It’s 3pm,

And I’m still stuck 

In my bed

And I hate it

 

It’s 3pm

My tongue tastes 

Of medicine

My mind’s tainted

 

When will I wake up

When will I wake from this

Somnus kiss

When will I believe that I

Deserve this sober bliss

 

Who am I to blame you

Who am I to say

The pills that came to save you

Will wash the clouds away

 

Who am I to stop you

To seek the blue escape

Ill join you in the coffin

Of the wasted yesterdays

 

it’s 3pm

And i’m listenin 

To the bends

Bored and jaded

 

Tt’s 3pm

Finally time to play pretend

That I’ll be ok

 

When will I wake up

When will I wake from this

Somnus kiss

When will I believe that I

Deserve this sober bliss

 

Who am I to blame you

Who am I to say

The pills that came to save you

Will wash the clouds away

 

Who am I to stop you

To seek the blue escape

Ill join you in the coffin

Of the wasted yesterdays

1. Amelia

You carved your name into my skin

cut it out

sewed it up

put it back in.

 

We danced on your parent’s balcony.

We don’t anymore and you’re dead to me.

 

Amelia

Amelia

I hate you

 

Amelia  

I hate you

 

Frozen in the moment 

from your bathroom floor

I felt like a corpse

 

God forgot what to do with me

He gave me away to her servantry

 

Amelia

Amelia

I hate you

 

Amelia 

Amelia 

I hate you

 

Hate what you made of me

what you made me into

 

Amelia

I hate you

 

I forget all your favorite lines 

that you’d use

to excuse 

touchin my thighs

 

I used to love every inch of them

with every part of me

now they’re a walking tragedy

 

Amelia

Amelia

I hate you

 

Amelia

Amelia

I hate you

 

Hate what you made of me

and the things you made me do

 

Amelia 

I hate you

 

10. Take a Moment

Lie with me my friend 

I’m losing all my senses again

The liquor tastes like promises and dread

With hints of bitter solitude and sex

 

But I’ll wait for something

That I knows not coming around

And I’ll wait for something 

That i know can’t ever be found 

 

and if i could forget

everything you said

i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath

and if i could forgive

everything you did

i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest

if i could forget

 

 

It’s sunrise again

The morning starts the cleans the moonlights mess

And I can feel my heart begin to beg

To let it have a second to rest

 

But we’ll wait for something

That we knows not coming around

And well wait for something 

That we know can’t ever be found 

 

and if i could forget

everything you said

i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath

and if i could forgive

everything you did

i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest

if i could forget

 

 

take a moment (x10)

 

and if i could forget

everything you said

i would take a moment for myself to catch a breath

and if i could forgive

everything you did

i would let the wind blow all the words right off my chest

if i could forget

 

2. Hypoxia

Wasted an hour,

maybe two,

contemplating which important thing to do.

 

 

Open wide 

half shut eyes.

Find I’m walking to wherever the feet I’m breaking take me

 

 

to a door.

All too familiar.

Walk right in

and let it shut

 

on you.

Poor you,

your lungs work fine 

but somehow never breathe 

when they’re supposed to.

Sometimes I hope they never do

again.

 

 

The big mistakes,

I’ll always make,

over again til the tell me they’re bored of 

me.

 

I wish they would,

cause then i finally could

close up the coffin they always carry me in,

 

 

to a door.

All too familiar,

walk right in

and let it shut

on you.

       

Poor you.

Your lungs work fine 

but somehow never breathe

when they’re supposed to.

Sometimes I hope they never do

again.

 

Oh I’ll bend,

and pretend                                         

it’ll bring auspicious end.

 

But you’re drowning,

I loose my breath 

and death becomes tempting again.

 

 

But there’s you,

poor you.

Your lungs work fine 

but somehow never breathe

when they’re supposed to.

Sometimes I hope they never do

again.

 

9. Art of Detachment

held it all 

right in my throat

i kept it there

until i choked 

 

it’s hurting me

cough it up til i bleed it out

 

somethings changed,

feel it in the air

all your loves it’s 

an empty prayer  

 

Now it’s haunting me

it once taught me how to believe 

and it’s beginning 

to have me thinking 

 

what has become of us

i wanna want you again 

(i wanna want you again)

 

i want to feel it again 

but all i do is let go 

cause it only makes sense 

hold me close

before i go

so i can take in

the smell of your clothes 

 

and it’s haunting me

it once taught me to believe

it’s beginning

to have me thinking

what has become of us

i wanna want you again

(i wanna want you again)

i want to feel it again 

but all i do is let go cause

it only makes sense 

what has become of us

i wanna want you again

(i wanna want you again)

i want to feel it again 

but all i do is let go cause

it only makes sense

 

 

3. Burn

stuck my tongue

down his throat

to give him cancer  

and take control 

 

now i’m a killer

and he’s a ghost 

a cold November 

went up in smoke

 

hold a fire to his head, watch it burn

i’m warm again

when the flame touches his skin 

i’m one again 

with the fire that’s within 

 

when i’m empty

and in the dark

i’ll take a hero

tear it apart 

 

if i’m the problem

there’s no remorse  

i’m a weapon 

start the war

 

hold a fire to his head, watch it burn

warm again

when the flame touches his skin 

i’m one again 

with the fire that’s within 

4. 'Til Death

Wake up my love

It’s time to breathe

That urge inside of me

Lies deeper than you see

 

Give up

For death’s a quick release

The mercy of the queen

Is tomorrow’s guillotine

 

In the end I’ll always break your heart

i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark

cause you’re mine till death do us part

 

you left 

the prison of your skin

you search for deadly sins

to taste a devil’s kiss

 

In the end I’ll always break your heart

i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark

cause you’re mine till death do us part

 

In the end I’ll always break your heart

i’ll keep the light to leave you in the dark

cause you’re mine till death do us part

 

7. Look Again

I see you everywhere

in every lonely soul

that looks my way

 

i feel the silent stare 

of the room we shared 

the room that’s filled with rage

 

but you took the air I breathe

the love I grieve 

too difficult to mend

 

you see the worst in me

i’m begging please 

to look again

 

when the curtains falls

and the lights go dim

and the crowds they shout your name

 

will you hear my call

the bitter hymn 

of the lovers sweet refrain

 

The morning come and go

But never seem to start 

A brand new day

 

Tomorrow harms my head

For I’m condemned 

With relentless rain

 

When the curtain falls and the light go dim

And the crowd they shout your name

Will you hear my call

The bitter hymn

Of the lovers sweet refrain

 

Why don’t you feel it comin’ 

I’ve got a sinkin’ feelin’

it started when you whispered you were 

far from healing

why don’t you feel it coming 

why don’t you feel

5. Just the Way

he was a bad boy 

with a 

strawberry face

 

such a short night

with a 

long aftertaste 

 

music 

so loud 

i won’t 

hear what you’re saying

you want me

on my knees

but i don’t believe in praying

 

it’s just the way things are

you’ll never have my heart

and it’s stuck between a tenderness and a scar

I know I’ll let you down 

 

it’s just the way things are

in a sky without stars

I can only love you in the dark 

cause the world it took my light 

but i’ll learn to be alright  

 

he had a tall soul

and a ring to his name 

but at a time when 

it was too late 

 

i had a good heart

but a scar across face

if he believed in love

i’m the one to blame 

 

it’s just the way things are

you’ll never have my heart

and it’s stuck between a tenderness and a scar

I know I’ll let you down 

 

it’s just the way things are

in a sky without stars

I can only love you in the dark 

cause the world it took my light 

but i’ll learn to be alright  

6. Interlude

i wanna cling to your neck again

whisper i love you

make you forgive 

 

i wanna hold you on my golden string

a constant reminder 

i’m still your king

 

 

i died for you yet you wallow in fear

my glorious warmth

you wish i’d appear

 

drink all my blood and i’ll give you a glimpse

a life you’re not living 

i’m still your king

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